Well, as I expected, I’ll be going back off the Wellbutrin today and back to the Prozac again. It’s really unbelievable how much they really do just “practice” medicine. I’m fairly confident that with the right prescription pad and a couple of hours of Dr. Google, I could come up with a better plan for myself.
On top of the 1-2 week transition period from one week to the next, they would like to refer me to a psychiatrist to figure out better meds. Wait for it though… They scheduled the appointment for the extreme introvert with anxiety for a one hour long PHONE VISIT with the psychiatrist!!! Are you fucking kidding me! So, that’s not going to happen… I don’t take phone calls from my own family and it makes me extremely uncomfortable just getting on the phone with someone I don’t know.
To put the icing on the cake for today, my daughter’s parent-teacher conference will be held virtually tonight. Luckily my wife will be there and do all of the talking. Still a bit anxious about it but that does make it a bit easier.
Hopefully this day will end without further incident…not sure how much more I can take in one day. I know it doesn’t sound like much to most of you but in my head it’s about more than I can take. Hell, I even had elevated blood pressure today to top shit off!
It’s only Monday and I’m already ready to have a drink this weekend! FML
Scatterbrained Dad 